I get so frustrated of how everything looks so easy for everyone else. Well I guess to only to people I don't know very well, I guess I don't really know what some people go through.. I know that there are people out here that have things far worse than I do. I just cannot seem to get it right. I woke up today asking myself "Would I rather say I wish I had, or I'm glad I did" I guess I need to stop making excuses and do what I need to do. I know I will be happier in the end. I just have to remind myself that I can change what the future holds if I just get out here and get it done. I hope that I will have positive updates from here on out. So with this said, I must go get started, right now.